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Double Rainbows at Victoria FallsAt Josh's wake, my family saw two rainbows in the sky and, while I don't remember ever having encountered that phenomenon before, I now notice it all the time, and almost wherever I travel. This photo is from my visit to Victoria Falls.

These rainbows serve as constant reminders of the promise that lies behind even the darkest corners, and of the beginnings that lie at every end - if we just keep going.



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Let the river flow.

Unbelievably, I found the song on YouTube here, and even a performance from Waynesboro here. Note the incredible sound and video quality, and check out the dramatic crescendo at the end :)

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    Thank you for the pictures and the memories. And thanks for twittering about it, so I could find it.

  • http://www.fly4change.wordpress.com SocialButterfly

    I agree. What an amazing story…in the courage it takes to share and make yourself vulnerable. Thanks for sharing this with us Twitter-folks…Your spirit and tone of hope have helped to lift my day.

    Best,
    SocialButterfly

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  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=714756593 Liz Scherer

    What a gorgeous tribute Stacey. Thank you for sharing it. xx

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  • http://www.wtflungcancer.com/ Jennifer Windrum

    So incredibly powerful Stacey. No doubt, your brother would be more than proud. My mom told me she wanted the exact same song played at her service. This is part of your healing process, but at the same time, you are helping others in incredible ways.

  • Rmchealthe4u

    Deas Josh’s Sister: Thank you for the beautiful picture of a rainbow. It holds promise and links our hearts to God who made it. He made Josh and He holds him safe until He sends His Son to come and gather us to take us home. You will see your beloved brother again, you can ask him why he missed out on so much that life has to offer, or was he just ‘done’ with this world, or did he just make a mistake? I understand grief, the anger, the aching heart, it comes like a wave: one minute you are happy, the next crying, wanting so much to have what you had. The good news is by accepting Jesus Christ as your savior and trusting His promises you will have to hold again, what you once lost. Peace.

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